tonight (or should i say early this morning)
sera had her first ride in a tow truck
thanks no less to her FIRST car breakdown since getting her license
the credit in fact should be given to the father
who in all honesty left the car in a deplorable state
like a ticking time bomb..
only that in this case, instead of exploding, it was gonna die out

i owe thank yous
to angelo and his friends who came by to help
i appreciate it and sorry to trouble you guys

sitting on the road divider
under a moonless and starless sky
simply just watching the cars pass me by is strangely an interesting experience
as is wandering and loitering around town alone.
time to myself and my random thoughts
all swarming my head
whizing around like wizards on broomsticks
threatening to knock each other over
flying out of control.

the emptiness continues to eat into me
and soon i think that there will be nothing left but an empty shell.

"i love you...why wont you let me?
why wont you let me love you?"